When all things seem to fail…

Seems to me that all my “well-thought plans were failing. Maybe I won’t graduate on time after all. Not that I mind it, since I still don’t want to leave the University, the one thing that I both hated and loved… cheesy, shete. But I don’t want to be selfish, seeing my parents work day and night to provide me with things that I needed (although I would say that most of the time they stressed me out, but hey, I love my folks :-))

Yup, instead of rushing things now, looks like all I do is surf the net, plurk, read wikipedia entries, play Red Alert 2, and chat with friends. Nothing I do seems productive.

I want to be a writer, but I’m too lazy to try. I want to be a pianist, but I don’t have money to buy a piano.

Do I still have the will to go on? Am I giving up on the things I used to love?

Last year during the semester, I asked myself if it is worth continuing. Bad idea. I failed a subject, got 4.0 on one, and got INC on the 2 other, which is the main reason why I am on such a state.

Sometimes I wonder if this world really cares for who you are and what you can do, instead of which school you finished, and if you finished your studies.

I am too tired for all of this. I wish something worthwhile happen again.

Nope, I am just insane with my thoughts. Give me a break. A sembreak.

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~ by rosmant on October 26, 2008.

One Response to “When all things seem to fail…”

  1. what is sembreak. ^^,

    just kidding.

    Hey. Don’t force yourself. Its worth naman the delay. (konyotic)
    Di biro ginagawa mo. And don’t pressure yourself. (ow, look who’s talking ^^.) Anyway, I’m burnt out ^^!

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